Wednesday, December 5, 2007

A daily dose of denial

Sooner or later it had to happen. I had to write the phrase that appears in almost every blog. So here it goes : “Sorry I haven’t written anything in a while”.
Maybe I wanted to forget the whole MBA thing for a few days. Or maybe I’m just in old, plain denial. Me, moving in a few weeks? Naaah…..Just going to France for a little longer than usual. Me, quitting my job for 7 months? Naah, …Just taking a Christmas Holiday (that will go on way beyond Easter).

I amaze myself by the utter calmness I *seem* to be in. Shouldn’t I suffer from sleepless nights and crying fits by now? I’m waiting for them to happen, but instead I remain cooooool.
Ok ,so I go running my head of for hours in the gym, I’m drinking a gallon of tranquilizing herbal tea every evening, I’m definitally overusing my credit card, and I’m filling my social agenda to the brim. Whatever it takes, right?

Anyway, if the postings on this blog remain slow for the days to come, please excuse me, and know it can mean three things :
a) I’m still in denial
b) I’m spending my evenings in some bar/restaurant for the umpteenth goodbye drink/dinner with friends or colleagues
c) I’ve totally crashed, and am in bed with an emotional breakdown.

1 comment:

Court said...

How exiting that you'll be in Fountainebleu! I visited INSEAD with a friend who was there on business this past summer and found it more like a country club than a university campus. Lucky you!